Vanditaa's blog

It was in between when I had got tired of sitting in my ac room and browsing the internet that I got out of my room and happened to peep out of the window, where apparently there are vegetable vendors. I looked at a child, ya child because he looked like he was still in his teenage counting some money sitting on a mat where he had laid his vegetables. He sits there every day I have noticed from some 10am in the morning till I guess a ten in the night to earn whatever little he does throughout the day in the blazing UP sun to just earn a living when other children of his age may be cribbing about not having the latest phone, or may not having too many likes for some random post on facebook.. I mean because that’s what probably a rich persons teenager problems are now a days. And why blame them look at me how different was I myself I thought, thinking all day when will my result come, thinking weather I ll get the job I want, and what to watch on the TV !! I felt like a waste when I a

I have been visiting this orphanage near my residence for almost more than seven months now ! It’s a brilliant feeling of course ..people say we visit there to help them, to do something for them .. but then I guess I visit for my own selfish reasons ! Each time that I go there I learn something new about life.. each time that I go there I feel richer and happier ! They say empty mind is a devils workshop! And then when you have a lot many negatives going on in your life you better put yourself in some constructive work which helps you overcome lonely times and silly thoughts ! Hyderabad was kind to me when I came here first but then since past few months and past few days in specific this city is just eating me up..perhaps I have never felt this lonely in my life ever ! Same daily routine, friends who are professionals first and friends later..silly talks and politics in the work place ! Well this is not how i had planned to be in my life ! Perhaps this sense of lonliness was hove

After a long tug of war that was going on in my head for I guess months together, I finally submitted my resignation from my current organization. And to my surprise the moment I received a date for my relieving everything around me somewhat changed. The entire experience of my moving to a strange city all by myself, and exploring things people and possibilities hovered over me. All my experiences, happy moments and good gestures by people I met on the way made me a little emotional every day. And at my workplace as well, everyone was much more expressive, and admiring for both my work and my attitude, in short, people became a little more expressive and I became a little more receptive. If both I and my colleagues would have been the same ways while I was regular wouldn’t we have made it much more memorable! I think for some reason we all are a little hesitant to look at the good side of anything, until of course we know we wont have it anymore. Or in other words it wouldn’t be w