Vanditaa's blog

It was in between when I had got tired of sitting in my ac room and browsing the internet that I got out of my room and happened to peep out of the window, where apparently there are vegetable vendors. I looked at a child, ya child because he looked like he was still in his teenage counting some money sitting on a mat where he had laid his vegetables. He sits there every day I have noticed from some 10am in the morning till I guess a ten in the night to earn whatever little he does throughout the day in the blazing UP sun to just earn a living when other children of his age may be cribbing about not having the latest phone, or may not having too many likes for some random post on facebook.. I mean because that’s what probably a rich persons teenager problems are now a days. And why blame them look at me how different was I myself I thought, thinking all day when will my result come, thinking weather I ll get the job I want, and what to watch on the TV !! I felt like a waste when I a...

I have been visiting this orphanage near my residence for almost more than seven months now ! It’s a brilliant feeling of course ..people say we visit there to help them, to do something for them .. but then I guess I visit for my own selfish reasons ! Each time that I go there I learn something new about life.. each time that I go there I feel richer and happier ! They say empty mind is a devils workshop! And then when you have a lot many negatives going on in your life you better put yourself in some constructive work which helps you overcome lonely times and silly thoughts ! Hyderabad was kind to me when I came here first but then since past few months and past few days in specific this city is just eating me up..perhaps I have never felt this lonely in my life ever ! Same daily routine, friends who are professionals first and friends later..silly talks and politics in the work place ! Well this is not how i had planned to be in my life ! Perhaps this sense of lonliness was hove...

After a long tug of war that was going on in my head for I guess months together, I finally submitted my resignation from my current organization. And to my surprise the moment I received a date for my relieving everything around me somewhat changed. The entire experience of my moving to a strange city all by myself, and exploring things people and possibilities hovered over me. All my experiences, happy moments and good gestures by people I met on the way made me a little emotional every day. And at my workplace as well, everyone was much more expressive, and admiring for both my work and my attitude, in short, people became a little more expressive and I became a little more receptive. If both I and my colleagues would have been the same ways while I was regular wouldn’t we have made it much more memorable! I think for some reason we all are a little hesitant to look at the good side of anything, until of course we know we wont have it anymore. Or in other words it wouldn’t be w...

Hey Wait! Whom are you trying to impress! Be yourself … true relations are always effortless! Last evening was really good ! Because I think I found myself back ! I always say the worst you can do to yourself is getting influenced by something and someone which makes you lose your identity. But then I guess I had myself gotten influenced by Hyderbad city and some people I found here which had dragged me away from my own true self. Fortunately I always stayed away from the so called “rat race” during my entire student life! I agree I have been an over-enthusiastic scholar! But then that has been my nature, the little nerdy variety of candidates with spectacles on their eyes and with schedule in their hand, but luckily with no interest in others doing the same. I have had my own set of goals, my own set of regulations, my own set of definitions for work and fun. And trust me I have been happy! I don’t know what made me follow the crowd in the city of Hyderabad! May be a sense of lo...